Bittersweet

I stared across the park bench
Hanging on his every word
And nothing in the world mattered
Not even the fussing of birds
Fingertips brush like smooth keys
Clueless to the power he holds
Honesty seems to flow with ease
The nerves no longer cold
 ~
The touch can’t be duplicated
As fingers begin to graze
The feeling is reciprocated
And minutes feel like days
 ~
Breathing becomes harder
The longing goes longer
The heart beats get louder
~
The stupid smile on my face
I can’t stop what’s coming
So I live in this very moment
Soon reality will come running
 
-VSN

Lemons for Lemonade

We Humans

We do the craziest things

Ignore someone

Attempting to retrain the brain

To try and get rid of

What drives us insane

Controlling road rage

Just by switching the lanes

Stupid humans

Life just isn’t that easy

It’s hurtful, it’s messy

It’s so fucking sleazy

And you have to deal with it

Love in it

Sleep in it

And there are no refunds

You’ll just have to keep it.

-VSN

Farewell

Sometimes in life
You have to let go
You have to forget
Everything that you know

You can’t have it all
Without the chance of pain
Maybe yours, maybe theirs
Someone’s left in the rain

With one large stone
The castle will fall
You can be the one to throw it
Or you can be the wall

Left all dress up
With no place to go
This itch will last forever
But it’s a scratch I’ll never know.

-VSN

Rupture

The hunger strikes
When you least expect
It grabs you in ways
That you don’t forget
It reminds you of the things
You cannot have
It reminds you of a time
That left you sad
But you feed off of it
As much as you can
Squeeze your eyes shut
And pretend there’s this man
Giving you the pleasure
That you’ve never had
And you reach for the high
Because you need it bad
You float in the clouds
As your fingers roam
But as you glide down the hill
You find yourself alone

-VSN

Be My Naughty Valentine

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Feed my ego

Say I’m the best you ever had

That you’ve never

Seen anything better

Than my skin wrapped in leather

Tease me

Until I’m ready for more

And it’s hard to ignore

For my pleasure is yours

Taste me

Savor every single bit

Sip me like your favorite drink

Squeeze until you’re full of it

Beg me

And you will find

A sweet release

For what’s yours is mine

 

-VSN

 

Happy Naughty Valentines!

Strings of Pleasure

I fell victim

To the Puppeteers demands

With the flick of his wrist

He watched me dance

 

I moaned out for more

Of his devilish games

Nearly fainting in lust

Almost shouting his name

 

A week of abstinence

Has made him vicious

Rougher

Harder

Faster

Delicious

 

His fight to hold on

An amazing treasure

His loss of control

Was simply my pleasure

 

-VSN

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Mundane

Today I don’t feel sexy

I wouldn’t turn you on

I opted out of make up

My hair has grown too long

~

With baggy jeans

And a pony tail

My eyes sink in

I don’t look well

~

I need new clothes

That hug my curves

Something shiny

Will calm my nerves

~

This migraine threatens

To split my skull

This anxiety threatens

To steal my soul

~

I need you to flirt

So that I can flirt back

So turned on

You fall off track

~

Today I don’t feel sexy.

~

-VSN

Unpolished

My muse has become blurred
As I try to regain what’s left
My body remains uncured
In my search to find what’s next

A shot of fireball to help forget
Reminds me that I’m an addict

Of a drug so dangerous
I’m losing sleep
Night after night
I’m in too deep
I resort to counting blessings
When I’m done with sheep

Classical music
Something smooth
Something without a beat
My heart is doing enough
To put a drum line at ease

I can’t get my shit together
I can’t find my peace
I’m lost without a label
I can’t find me

-VSN

Fiend

I wait for my supplier

Doors unlocked

Patiently waiting

In the corner I rock

~

Skin crawling with anticipation

Scratching at nothing

I think I hear a knock

But the ceiling fan’s rusting

~

Alone in my room

Craving another hit

I leave the ringer on high

A call I don’t want to miss

-VSN