Delicious Torture

In a crowded space

Your touch is all I feel

A gasp in your direction

No longer sure what’s real


A tingle down my spine

As my insides begin to stir

The flying pigs, and big wigs

They all become a blurr


Your seduction is so simple

Yet effective in every way

I’m addicted to this torture

So weak to be your prey




End This Knight


How can I hurt so much,
When it’s not my pain?
Feel so bad
It drives me insane

Screaming doesn’t help
So I hold it all in
Until my body starts to shake
But the anger doesn’t end

So helpless and alone
I wished I could save you
Distance is the devil
That strikes right on cue


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Am I allowed, to love this way?

To feel so much, and not runaway


It’ll never be enough, my heart continues to race

The leaving is the hardest, with the reality I face


Is this what I am, a mythical creature

I’m okay with that, because now I exist

No longer begging for the attention

That fades as fast as mist


This could all be a dream

And I’ll wake soon I suppose


 To no flying horses, no robots

No sign of Emily Rose





I fed him bullshit about love
To pull him from the crowd
Lines to feed his ego
Over music played too loud

Encouragement to follow me
Into the darkness of the night
Promises of pleasure
To make his jeans grow tight

But it was my show you see
I pulled all the strings
The pleasure belonged to me
The queen of all games


Challenge Accepted


My mind wonders to the outdoors

My ears ring in the silence

In the night air my vision blurs

Of wisping hair and mute guidance


I can run, but I can’t hide

The heat that I hold within me

My telling eyes, and exposed thighs

Beg for you to see me


Like a greedy doe through the picket fence

With a bag of stolen carrots

My body’s forced to except failure

So delicious there’s no regrets


I’ve lost all fight, I’ve got no defense

No excuses that hold any merit

With pointed toes I come unglued

When my challenge is accepted


Love Lost


I heard your voice again today
A reminder of all I missed
A reminder of how we touched
A reminder of how you kissed

Years have gone by
Yet you’ve stayed on my brain
Countless nights of loneliness
And tears that fell like rain

I’ve wanted to forget you
And tried my best to move on
Countless others I’ve mused
And every time it felt wrong

So here we are
Many worlds apart
With lost trust
And guarded hearts

I’m afraid to move
Fearing this moment will end
So I’m careful with my words
Hoping you won’t run again


Spare Me

Spare me my heart
But not my body
Toss me to the sheets
And roughly ride me

Take what you want
For I am willing
Force my attention
As I am kneeling

Spare me my soul
It’s been damaged enough
Left out in the cold
My skin remains tough

So spank me my dear
But don’t ask for more
A moment to forget
Is all I’m asking for


Sweet Distraction


I don’t want to wake up

Thinking about you

I want to start the day

With pancakes

Like normal people do

Pick an orange from the back yard

And squeeze fresh juice

Take a long cold sip

Until I feel brand new

Sometimes I want to hate you

So much, you don’t have a clue

How hard it is to go a day

And not think of you

But trying makes no sense

Because you’re still you

You listen and sometimes care

Doing what I need you to

For now I’ll stop trying

It’s to hard when I do

The anxiety goes away

When my mind is filled with you



You can’t quit me

I am your drug

I’ll tease you

Until you fall into lust

And mistake it for love

I’ll never promise more

Than one night in the hay

But you’ll come back begging

For just one more day

I’ll entertain the thought

For only a second with ease

And leave you wanting me more

You can’t quit me.


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Such is Life

I should run

But I won’t

I want to scream

But I don’t

This is life

And his plan

I would never

Question the man

There are reasons

We’ve yet heard

I stand again

Your flightless bird

But with more freedom

Than ever before

The windows been closed

But there’s still an open door

I am not alone

And neither are you

For as long as we hold breath

Our bond remains true